Life is not fair not that it ever will, this is an obsolete
statement for a dreamer like me, I would like to make it fair for myself
somehow and I will.
I have always been a wanderer. I always wanted to explore all
aspects of life in order to understand the real meaning behind it.
My mind has always been overly active, curious and I have
usually been seeking answers to all my queries; why is it like that? Why it
can’t be this way instead? What if we do it this way or the other?
You got to be optimistic in order to survive in this world
especially if you are my kind of non conformist or non-mainstream individual.
It took me a while to understand or quite literally two years
of isolation, anti depressants, multiple therapy sessions, detachment, remorse,
loneliness, grief and so many other emotions to finally come to terms with my
individual identity.
I am mysterious, inquisitive, aloof, extremely sentimental and
affectionate.
Yet it is still difficult to live with a person like me!
Why do I call myself a dreamer?
I am a realist dreamer. Just to clarify in case if you
misconstrue my statement. What I meant by that is I exactly know what I deserve
and I also believe in the fact that if you have the courage to be patient and
if you are confident about what you are asking for from this universe, then
surely you will receive it.
Life is about struggle. It’s also about achieving your goals
and working hard for it, and to achieve that one needs a proper chalked out
plan developed from their own intellect, not influenced by anyone.
As they say it’s never too late (it is 9:00am in the morning
and I am craving for New York cheese cake at the moment!) Let’s ignore my cravings
for now… How to make a plan?
For that we actually need to know what we really want from life?
It is very simple
Let me explain it through an equation:
Peace of mind -> Happiness -> Validation -> Success ->
Companionship -> Love=Money
It all comes down to finances. From birth to death everything
requires money.
So the above mentioned equation actually depicts what we all
are seeking for which mostly equates to or is totally dependent upon how much
money do we make.
However, making money is not the goal, it’s the process. This
equation has no place for any plan. Hence it’s an incomplete equation.
Dream or goals without a plan is just a wish.
It’s not bad to dream but it’s awful to just keep on
dreaming…..
I have major dreams and goals. Trust me, I genuinely do. But
the state of mind I am in I have become too overwhelmed by everything. I can’t
seem to think clearly, knowing that I can’t function like that. I need clarity,
I need inspiration to live, and I need to come out of this remorseful mindset!
Never in my life I imagined being in this position where my
routine will be all messed up, my stomach will constantly be rumbling and
aching, my sleep cycle will go haywire, I will have no energy to survive, smile
or laugh and most importantly will no longer be left with the desire to live.
Till now it’s pretty clear what our goal is (Take a look at
the above mentioned equation and reverse it) more or less that equates to most
of us and our goals in this life.
How to make money and simultaneously do what you love are too parallel statements, and to distinguish between these two is how a wise and a wealthy person conduct their lives and fulfill their dreams.
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