Chasing Love or chasing what you love?

I call myself a nomad; a wanderer, I am mostly living in my imaginary world, the outside events just keep happening around me, and I most often tend to get succumb to those, I feel such experiences over powers me into becoming this peculiar personality who is lost in her own world; aloof and not surrounded by the crowd.

But when I sit with myself and ask what is that I truly desire, the only answer that follows is love! In search of which I’m running around like a maniac.

But what kind of love and why love ?

The basis of such un heard of mind-set develops since childhood and then it grows with external experiences, however the internal chemistry remains essentially unchanged no matter what happens around you.

Life is always going to be unpredictable and challenging, what makes you, YOU! Shouldn’t change, one can evolve and learn but your core remains unaffected.

Every time I end up chasing it I question myself why?

You don’t need to run after it, it’s within you. It’s you!

Why is there constant dearth, the feeling of need and constant aspiration to achieve something big in life?

I believe there is more to life besides running around, being a slave to your desires and needs.

What makes me sparkle from within? Is it the idea of me or is it my core which is who I am and what I truly stand for.

I don’t believe in ‘just for the sake of it’ mentality, I’ll either immerse in my choices with 100% of my potential or none at all.

Sometimes in life, you really badly want something and you become adamant about it, however life or the supreme power has its own plan for you, it testifies your adhesiveness to your demand and how much you are truly willing to sacrifice or remain assertive to get it and that’s exactly how it reciprocates.

Being perplexed about what you exactly love has also a sense behind it; you can’t love one thing or a person, or you can’t have one goal in life, it varies and you evolve.

Most of us carry the baggage of societal norms, peer pressure, our ancestors and tradition which have unknowingly become a substantial part of our subconscious mind, the words which we utter, the way we behave and our thinking are all learned behaviors, and the moment someone decides to question the norms that particular person either becomes a villain or the most popular visionary among the crowd.

We as people have been trained to either function as a follower or as a leader and there cannot be in between.

Knowing me, I love the idea of creating something which has not been thought of and done before, to be frank here, I disagree with most of the status quo and to reprimand and question it is where that burning fire ignites within me.

I have an opinion about many things in life and I like to own it!

I am not ‘Miss know it all’ in fact it’s quite the reverse I’m ‘Miss question it all’

I believe there is not one way to do anything, there are several ways to finish one task and who decides the right way.

To sum it up, love is actually a supreme power and energy which is an important part of our well being and it’s upon us to channelize it the way we want.